Entry: Friend Wednesday, February 27, 2008



Lately, I find it hard to make decisions, even those simple decisions of going out for dinner sort of Qs...I'm kinda afraid of making the wrong decisions and cause others to feel unhappy about it. Perhaps I should just go with the flow and let things fall into place naturally without making any decisionI!

In MGT127 cls that day, I learned something that is very true - it's always hard to tell your friend off when he/she has done something wrong. And that is kinda what I'm facing now at the moment. How am I suppose to tell her? How? She won't be satisfied no matter what I do, so I just sorta gave up and let it be, be it she thinks that I'm useless, irresponsible or what-so-ever. But I feel that, a person should really appreciate the help people have given to he/she and, not forget about it when he/she have new found friends. Ditching a friend because she's no longer 'in-need' is so LOW! I can't help it but to feel pissed! Seriously! My god! how can you do this?

Friends...

no one can live in this world with them.

They give you happiness and also sadness.

Your best friend is the worst enemy.

What else?

I don't know...

I've done it! Well, not 100%, at least 50% is something. I should not care so much, I should not be so kind, I should not try to satisfy others! Anything else?...Blah...Whatever...I'm not gonna be like lastime, being ordered around. I have my life as well, I wanna live my life my own way! Can't take it? Just leave!

Not trying to be arrogant or what, just that I'm very very very very very fed up with all these sorta stuffs!!! WTH?!? I'm always being used, and it's just feels really stupid to be in this kinda situation. I'm learning from my mistakes - to be SELFISH when the time is right!

Agree?

Think about it. I don't mind harsh comments as long as it make sense!

   3 comments

Melinea
March 2, 2008   02:45 PM PST
 
Thx gurls.
I'll try to be calm n not care about others...But it's kinda hard...
Anyway...thx...^^
lalala
February 29, 2008   10:30 AM PST
 
dun think too much bout it k? juz let it be... dun care bout wat others think bout u..
laura
February 28, 2008   01:44 PM PST
 
jie ar jie..... 'ren bu wei ji, tian zhu di mie' ar! LOL... but seriously, it's nt the question of being selfish, it's more like the question of prioritizing urself over the others... and i dun really see the problem with that.. :)

no worries!! i support u! :D
miss ya!~

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