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Yaiks! I haven't been updating my blog! Sorry peeps! Just not really in the mood to blog.

Guess what, I didn't on my lappy for almost 3 days straight! And it's not even finals yet! Gosh! Oh well, the connection is so unstable and there's no point on-ing it because it's working so slow.

It's week 2 now. Hmm...Nothing much happened. Lab class started and it was okay. We had Microbiology lab that day and I kept sneezing until now. I was wondering if it's the bacteria's fault cuz we were dealing with some bacteria cultures and all. Aiks...hopefully not. I don't wanna get infected! Ahhhhhh!

I'm pretty broke this week. I didn't spend that much actually, I didn't go shopping or anything, just that I bought my textbook and it cost me almost 100bucks. Hmph!

Chor Wai tagged me! hahaha....So here goes...

PERFECT LOVER

RULES:
1. The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her crush or perfect lover. Whichever applies.

2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.

3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.

4. If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.

5. Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

My perfect lover is....my dear

1.Plays guitar and write songs for me

2. Sweet, lovely, kind 

3. Looks me in the eye

4. Honest with me...

5. Love me for who I am

6. Cares for me...

7. Understands me...

8. Must be a good guy! (U r a good guy!)Hehehe...

Now i tag..

Laura, Jared, KeJun, Jiok, Peng, Lizzie, Aijia, JiaYing

A new semester has begun. It's gonna be my second last semester here (hopefully) and off I go.

Came back yesterday to enrol. There was no class so me and Jiok went to Midvalley to have a walk. A few of my classmates joined too - Grace, Shin, Syed. We watched 'Fool's Gold' while the guys watched Iron Man. I don't know why I don't really like the idea behind Iron Man though I haven't watch it. They said it's good...well...Maybe it is. I should watch some other day.

Classes started today and I have 8am class! I had so dragged myself up this morning cuz I haven't been waking up that early anymore. During the 2 weeks break, I woke up at 12 noon almost everyday and maybe a bit earlier on some other days. I have like insomnia? I only can sleep at 4 in the morning!!! Gosh! It's the post-exam trauma...that's all I can say. Need some time to adjust it back to normal.

My timetable kinda sucks!! Know why? I have 8am class almost everyday! and I have 3-4 hours before the next class starts. And....Friday class will only end at 6pm if I'm the 'lucky' one that have lab on that day.*Pray not to have that lab* The timetable is almost similar to that of last semester, not much difference though.

I'm taking 3 subjects this semester - Microbiology, Genetics II and Biochemistry II. My previous semester's result is out and I think I'm quite okay with it. Though I thought I was so gonna fail certain subjects but I did quite okay I would say. Kudos to those that did very well!!

Laura, I don't know if I can make it this week. I'll try my best ok? If not, maybe we can meet up in KL some day? Sorry ya....really...Promised you d...=( Anyway, I'll see how to arrange my time.

Take care people.

Finals is totally no FUN!

It's a torture to me but maybe to some, it's an entertainment. *sarcasm*

Let's get away from studies and talk about something nice and happy!

Last week, I went to Ah Gong's place with JYing for his openhouse in Equine Park. Though I don't know most of them but those who I know ---- really haven't met them for a really long time! It's like a small gathering for us to catch up with each other. Wish the others of Siao family were there...I regret that I can't join other gatherings before this cuz I think I missed out alot...

This morning, we girls woke up a bit earlier than usual to go for breakfast! Woohoo! I had something out of norm --- Roti Telur Bawang Cheese! Hehe...it tastedquite nice! Yummy! It's my first time eating such mixture of Roti. After breakfast, I went to find my lecturer to ask her some doubts on the pass year papers but only 10% of my probs were solved...oh well! I'll just see her on Monday...and hopefully there won't be so many people like today.

Gonna have to keep this short. I'm chasing against time to finish up 2 chapters of Biochemistry by tonight so I can peacefully study for Management tomorrow. Argh!!!

Go go go!!! Just get it through and over with!! Ganbatte!

All The Best to my friends that are sitting for exam in the following 2 weeks!

I just DISLIKE exams...who likes it anyway? And it's like 2.42am now... Ciao people!

Oh! By the way, there's no more DC++ because the EBB people decided to shut it down to make the internet connection faster...which I doubt it will cuz it's not at all! It's still disconnecting and reconnecting and...blah....

I desperately need to blog

Know why?

Cuz I'm having INSOMNIA right this moment!

It's almost 5am and I'm feeling really energetic and so awake!

(for you info, I did not drink coffee today)

I went to sleep at around 3.30am but I toss-and-turn until I really can't stand it...

I woke up, flip my freaking poking mattress over...

sit down, take out my Biochem notes, studied a bit...and here I am...Blogging.

I just don't know why I can't really sleep these days.

It's either I sleep for really long hours, or I just can't sleep nicely for the whole nite.

Don't you think it's really irritating???

I feel really tired both physically and mentally, but I just can't SLEEP!!!!!

I'm deprive of sleep!!!!

 *

I tried counting sheeps (which totally don't work for me since young)

I tried to relax but apparently I don't seem to be doing that.

I tried not to think so much...but I end up thinking even more!!!!

I'm stressed but not very very stressed over finals YET,

so what's the problem huh?

*

What's worst?

I'm sitting for Biochem Quiz in approximately 5 hours time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bless me people...

Yes! I am Determined To Go To Sleep (...if I can)

I've been trying to do my Management assignment the whole day but ended up doing something else instead. I can only write about 1000 words which is totally not enough for a person like me that like to crap alot. I can easily crap up to 1500 words if I want to and totally exceed the limit. So... =s. Another thing, the points are all so jumbled up, as in applying the points to the situation is pretty hard, not easy at all; it's so frustrating!!! It's not hard and not easy as well, so gotta...be...mm..wise? Have intelligence? Argh...Whatever...wanna get this over with ASAP. Hopefully by tomorrow.

I dissected a rat last week in the lab. It was...quite fun actually. It stinks (like duh!) but my bench's rat was quite fresh compared to the other bench. What's funny what one of the guys accidentally cut open its caecum and all the shits spilled out...That was GROSS!!! My bench members, one of the guy was pretty gross and cruel too. He went and split the rat's lower jaw into half and at the same time, cutting its tougue into two. Aiks! That's just...indescribable. Anyway, this lab was the best lab ever for BIO119!!! Too bad our reports are the 'BEST' too...we have to draw the freaking rat's organs. Haiz...sadness. That lecturer of ours don't allow us to use the pics taken, so...DRAW!!! It's time to show our artistic talent!!!

Another experiment we did this week...but it's for Biochemistry. That was the longest lab ever!!! But the lecturer was good enough to break it up to 2 lab sessions. It was tedious and time consuming, that's what I can say about it. And guess what's the outcome of it? out of 12 groups, only 2-3 groups have results, but it is yet to be confirm because the membranes are still developing in the lab. It's the last wet lab for Biochemistry this semester, the next lab would be on Bioinformatics...Blah...computers....

Study STudy STudy!

Think Think Think....of what?
MGT MGT MGT!!!

Ganbatte!!!

Nice day people!

Today is one of those days that I can wake up late and class will only start at 1pm. It felt so nice waking up LATE this morning, the weather was just Puuuurrfect! Since it rained lastnite, so it's just at the right temperature and it's so breezy and all...

It's been a busy week, 2 tests and 1 quiz. Now there's one more to go for tomorrow, and it's MANAGEMENT!!! Okay...it's not that bad, just a bit too much of common sense and kinda general knowledge, so it's kinda hard 'cause I tend to think too much but...I can crap alot. Just crap...with sense and I guess it's gonna be okay..I hope.

The semester will be coming to an end soon, about 4 weeks from now? and the next thing we know, it's FINALS! Time seems to be passing by faster day by day, sometimes I just lose track of what day it is...especially during the weekends. Won't be going home this weekend, too many things to do and need to study for the upcoming tests...

These days, what surrounds me is my books, the lappy is already on the floor and my table are just full of books, papers, reports, journals, pens...graph papers!!! Gotta buck up and study hard + smart for finals, wanna try to improve more. Oh ya! I enjoy studying Genetics!!! Really...I can't believe it. Comparing Genetics and Biochem, Genetics is way better...Haha...I love doing her tests also, it's just fun and funny...it's enjoyable.

So, that's about it for now. Nice day people!

Happy Birthday Daryl!!

Teardrops On My Guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

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Nice song, but a bit emo-ish on the lyrics part.

Lately, I find it hard to make decisions, even those simple decisions of going out for dinner sort of Qs...I'm kinda afraid of making the wrong decisions and cause others to feel unhappy about it. Perhaps I should just go with the flow and let things fall into place naturally without making any decisionI!

In MGT127 cls that day, I learned something that is very true - it's always hard to tell your friend off when he/she has done something wrong. And that is kinda what I'm facing now at the moment. How am I suppose to tell her? How? She won't be satisfied no matter what I do, so I just sorta gave up and let it be, be it she thinks that I'm useless, irresponsible or what-so-ever. But I feel that, a person should really appreciate the help people have given to he/she and, not forget about it when he/she have new found friends. Ditching a friend because she's no longer 'in-need' is so LOW! I can't help it but to feel pissed! Seriously! My god! how can you do this?

Friends...

no one can live in this world with them.

They give you happiness and also sadness.

Your best friend is the worst enemy.

What else?

I don't know...

I've done it! Well, not 100%, at least 50% is something. I should not care so much, I should not be so kind, I should not try to satisfy others! Anything else?...Blah...Whatever...I'm not gonna be like lastime, being ordered around. I have my life as well, I wanna live my life my own way! Can't take it? Just leave!

Not trying to be arrogant or what, just that I'm very very very very very fed up with all these sorta stuffs!!! WTH?!? I'm always being used, and it's just feels really stupid to be in this kinda situation. I'm learning from my mistakes - to be SELFISH when the time is right!

Agree?

Think about it. I don't mind harsh comments as long as it make sense!